Rewind & Reverse
OHMYGOODLORD.
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Okay, my mind’s still reeling from two very separate issues but let me start with the more personal one.
I ran into my first boyfriend on my way out to buy lunch in Jollibee yesterday. And can I just say again, OHMYGOSH. I’m actually wearing a very silly grin right now and these feelings stirring inside me feels ageless. I haven’t felt this way in a long time, the sweetness of remembering your first love. And it was sweet, hearing his voice again and seeing all the changes in him. Well, I guess I just rattled a bit when he sort of swooped down and kissed my forehead– I think there was a one-armed hug thrown in somewhere but I was totally disoriented by the exuberance of his greeting. But it was the “after” conversation that still makes me cringe to this minute. The first few minutes was fine, it was still fun hearing from him. But towards the end, I wanted to ask for his number and maybe even tell him that if he’s not so busy, maybe we can hang out and catch up. But I more or less ended up lamely saying, “Hey, I’m just in Enterprise…” and I more or less gave him my number because I told him to keep me informed if he’s gonna be in a play again. AGHHHHHHHHHH! Couldn’t I have been cool enough for once to have just simply said, “It was really nice seeing you, maybe we should catch up sometime when you’re free?” But alas, the geek deeply ingrained in me has caught my tongue and left me speechless.
Now, here’s the second part of my rant. Kubo Tite, the mangaka of Bleach has apparently, KILLED OFF RUKIA!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO (insert more O’s here)! I can’t freaking believe it!!! But the latest chapter, Chapter 269-The End Is Near, Rukia and the espada with the face of Kaien killed each other off. The espada’s body has disintegrated and Rukia was last seen with a broken sword in her stomach, bleeding heavily as she said that she’s coming for Inoue. But then the last panel showed her broken sword’s spirit leaving, signifying that the sword’s owner is dead or near death. *SOBS!!!!!* No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s like my worst dream— Rukia dying to make way for an Ichigox Orihime pairing. Kubo Tite, reverse this damage or I shall never watch/read Bleach again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
carlotta said,
April 3, 2007 at 1:54 pm
i feel for you lol =) his presence certainly had rendered you utterly and absolutely at a loss for words. =)
verns said,
April 3, 2007 at 3:52 pm
I don’t want to see my ex..well at least not now hehe
Pippin said,
April 3, 2007 at 11:04 pm
…great you spoiled my Bleach fun considering di pa ako nag s-start haha
and *pats* on your Jollibee thingie (boy I miss the food there.. *ahem*. don’t worry too much about it ^^;
Cat said,
April 4, 2007 at 9:34 am
at least you didnt chicken out when you saw him!hehehe
kj said,
April 6, 2007 at 9:15 pm
looks like you’re ready for the next season Joan
that’s a good thing.
FreakyGoddess said,
April 9, 2007 at 3:19 pm
An ex huh? And your inner geek? LOL. Hopeless. tsk tsk.
mathbalthier said,
April 10, 2007 at 9:29 am
WTF? Rukia’s dead? ~.`
great. thanks for spoiling the season -.-
apped you up.
oh and btw…
i doubt you’re gonna see your ex again…
Natsu said,
April 11, 2007 at 9:41 am
Well, at least you got to see him again ^___^ And don’t worry Joan-san, I act like an idiot all the time – you can’t be worse than I am…lol”
Eh, I’m still stuck on my first episode of Bleach…….Haven’t gotten the time to continue darn it! x( But …Rukia’s going to be (Or will be I suppose..?) dead..?!…Ehhh…Oh well…She’s somewhat a ghost to start off with anyways…-w-;…That’s my lame way for an excuse to cheer you up…Ah ha ha ha…I know it’s not working….; ;…Eh, well, maybe she’d somehow revive …Eh…Keep a positive minnnd~! xD
Prinsipe Langaw said,
April 12, 2007 at 4:07 pm
rolling star song ahead… hehehe. hindi ko kinaya.. hahaha!
Joan Carla said,
April 13, 2007 at 8:39 am
Hello sa mga nag-comment! Carlotta, Cat and Verns, an extra hi to you lovely ladies!
KJ, yeah, I think I’m ready for the next season. Six months grieving over something that died should be enough.
Mathbaltier, gomen nasai!!!! Didn’t mean to spoil your season! And yeah, I guess I won’t be seeing that ex anytime soon but still, it was really great to see him. And I don’t believe in re-runs. Hehe. ^_^