LivingTodayInThePresent

OHMYGOODLORD.

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Okay, my mind’s still reeling from two very separate issues but let me start with the more personal one.

I ran into my first boyfriend on my way out to buy lunch in Jollibee yesterday. And can I just say again, OHMYGOSH. I’m actually wearing a very silly grin right now and these feelings stirring inside me feels ageless. I haven’t felt this way in a long time, the sweetness of remembering your first love. And it was sweet, hearing his voice again and seeing all the changes in him. Well, I guess I just rattled a bit when he sort of swooped down and kissed my forehead– I think there was a one-armed hug thrown in somewhere but I was totally disoriented by the exuberance of his greeting. But it was the “after” conversation that still makes me cringe to this minute. The first few minutes was fine, it was still fun hearing from him. But towards the end, I wanted to ask for his number and maybe even tell him that if he’s not so busy, maybe we can hang out and catch up. But I more or less ended up lamely saying, “Hey, I’m just in Enterprise…” and I more or less gave him my number because I told him to keep me informed if he’s gonna be in a play again. AGHHHHHHHHHH! Couldn’t I have been cool enough for once to have just simply said, “It was really nice seeing you, maybe we should catch up sometime when you’re free?” But alas, the geek deeply ingrained in me has caught my tongue and left me speechless.

Now, here’s the second part of my rant. Kubo Tite, the mangaka of Bleach has apparently, KILLED OFF RUKIA!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO (insert more O’s here)! I can’t freaking believe it!!! But the latest chapter, Chapter 269-The End Is Near, Rukia and the espada with the face of Kaien killed each other off. The espada’s body has disintegrated and Rukia was last seen with a broken sword in her stomach, bleeding heavily as she said that she’s coming for Inoue. But then the last panel showed her broken sword’s spirit leaving, signifying that the sword’s owner is dead or near death. *SOBS!!!!!* No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s like my worst dream— Rukia dying to make way for an Ichigox Orihime pairing.  Kubo Tite, reverse this damage or I shall never watch/read Bleach again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!