Guilty~Beauty~Love Part 2
GUILTY. I must confess that I’m guilty of wallowing in self-induced pity. Last night while on a rabid search to find my original transcript of records, I stumbled onto some precious mementos from my last relationship. I smiled through most of the cards, the kept tickets, the pictures but when I found a fortune from a friend’s wedding cake, tears started falling. The memories of being there in my friend’s wedding with him and making plans all came back to me…especially with the message of the fortune reading, “Faith dares anything, love bears everything…” and it didn’t help one bit that Snow Patrol’s “You Could Be Happy” began playing in my cellphone. Well, as much as I hated the waterworks, I did feel better after it. I felt a little guilty though for still crying about something in the past, my love problems are not a big deal as compared to others. And I don’t think I’m licensed to cry about my fate because I know I’m luckier and blessed than most. So I’m guilty of self-imposed misery. *sighs* Read the rest of this entry »
