LivingTodayInThePresent

Despite getting little sleep last Friday (my cousin had the wedding jitters so I talked to her through the night), my first official debut as a beautiful bridesmaid was fantastic!

I felt very beautiful and while I have no idea who Christina Gonzales is (one of the make-up people said I looked like her), the whole evening had a magical feel to it. It could be because two guys that evening lavished attention and praise but I think the  bigger reason why I feel so happy is because I really made Auie happy in her special day. I was sleeping like a rock when I got her thank you call. And it really made me happy even though my mind was foggy with sleep. She’s been such a big part in my life, being the big sister I never had and I’m happy knowing that I made her special day even more special even in little ways.

Anyway, I’ll try to add more pictures to this post but since my friend who scans and uploads my pics are absent so the pictures’ll have to hold for now.

Also, I ran into his family in Greenhills yesterday. I must admit that I was really caught off-guard but it actually felt good to see them after a long time. While I felt a nostalgic pinch in my heart especially after I made beso-beso with his mom, I didn’t feel the urge to start bawling my eyes out. I actually felt happy and relieved to see them and realize once more, that I was able to share my life with such a wonderful family even for just a couple of years. Yes, I miss the old times but I’m very much looking forward to the future. I’m sure there’s someone out there for me who’ll love me the way I deserve to loved. *keeps fingers crossed*
Also, this post is entitled “Let the Games Begin” because after this weekend, I’m itching to start going out on dates again. Yes, so far, nobody has really caught my eye yet but I’m hopeful I’ll meet that person who’ll make my heart beat again. Romantic mush yes but I’m back to my old idealistic self.

“I am a dreamer and when I wake

You can’t break my spirit

It’s my dreams you take”

And here’s something new, the romantic date I was fretting over since last week, will push through. I don’t know what’s in store ahead but I do know that I want to enjoy myself and explore and get to know other people.

Another side note, there’s an anime expo in World Trade this Saturday and I’m gonna be going there! WAI!!!!! ^_^